much better!!!!

&& i'm Gonna keep on Loving you
Cause its the only thing i know
how to do ............You gave me reasons to smile,
Thoughts to think,
Kisses to dream about,
But most of all
You gave me memories to never forget <33

&& it was the words you never said,
....that hurt me most

& something tells me i miss someone

I just wanna push you up agianst the wall and kiss your beautiful lips.

It's hard to run
When you can't even crawl.
Once I had this world,
Now I've lost it all

you can trust me with your life... just not your doughnuts!

I love you, But you're too busy...
hanging all over her to even notice....

If you could die from a broken heart, I would be the girl of many deaths.

missing you hurts...
but knowing that you
dont miss me back...
hurts worse.

Please don't look at me with those eyes.
They have some kind of theatrical effect on me.
An emptieness I just can't quite seem to fulfill

Broken hearted I push you away
I wish I had the guts to ask you to stay

True love doesn't have a /h/a/p/p/y/ ending
Cuz true love never ends

your hand will always be my favorite one to hold

you have this incredible ability to make me completely crazy about you

& all these scars on my arms
are my little notes to remind myself
of how many times you broke my heart.

i can`t look youu in the eye anymore, beacuse i no longer know who's lookin back.

They Say Talk Is Cheap..
So I Bought Every Word You Said. </3



when i see him i have n o t h i n g to say , the urge to kiss him takes my breath away

*..& this is the part where I pretend to be happy..

Its the way you look at -her- it hurts</3

and if it makes a difference .. there isn`t
one day that youu are not on » my mind

i love it when
i can feel u *
smiling when
you kiss me

hi is such a small word, but from the
right person it can mean everything.

Maybe if I had a prettier face
Maybe if I changed my ways
Maybe if I was a little older
Maybe if I wasn't so laid back and shy...
Maybe if he didnt meet [hEr]
Maybe then I wouldn't feel like I do...
But he played me like I wouldn't have known...
I was too busy fallin for that smile...
My friends got me out of it... but boy was I hurt
He was a jerk but...
That jerk has my heart <3

THERE`S NOTHiNG SCARiER THAN GETTiNG WHAT YOU WANT
BECAUSE THAT`S WHEN YOU REALLY HAVE SOMETHiNG TO LOOSE

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close ..
hoping you`ll realize
who loves you the most ..
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you wont realize that
im the only one who truly cares

all of a sudden
i looked over at him
and realized i love him

i bet someone could look into your eyes a million times
and' never see what i see in you

yesterday you asked me why i was crying .. &
i told you i didnt know, but it was a lie;
the truth is you were holding her to keep her warm ..
while i was freezing deep down inside </3

...Before...
i met you
my life was fine
you weren`t in my head
destroying my mind
but you came on strong
& i wanted more
a feeling that i never
felt before ..
what was i to do
you finally came
i don`t want this ever to end ..
but then you ran away .. x/3

I'll always remember every word he said that broke my heart..

Someday you’ll cry for me like I cried for you,
someday you’ll miss me like I missed you,
someday you’ll need me like I needed you,
someday you’ll love me and I wont love you...

Forget the day I liked you,
Forget the day I cried.
Forget the day I needed you,
Forget I ever tried.

I would rather go blind than see you walk away
from me. I would rather go deaf than hear you
say you hate me. I would give up all things just to
be with you because whats everything if i dont have you?

& i`m sure you love knowing
you can have me anytime
you want.

you didnt crush me...
oh no my darling...
you completely destroyed me </3

i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and has sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
who shows up at my games,
slipping in the door.
who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deeps eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will shake my dads hand
and look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who suprises me and compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a nice laugh
and a smile that light up the room
and simply be mine to hold.

don't call me obsessed when i'm only
scared of losing the best thing that ever
happened to me.. <|33

cause thats what people do.. they leap and ...
hope to god they can fly. because otherwise - -
we just drop like a rock, wondering the whole`
way down " why the hell did i jump? " but here
i am, falling, and there's only one person that ;;
makes me feel like i can fly and it's you - Hitch*

sometimes i wear your sweatshirt ..
even though i'm not cold*

your - kisses - make - the - world - worth - living

Those sweet cheesy lines
that us girls secretly love
I know I do at least.
When he tries his hardest
to impress you- you just
gotta admire the effort.

when you see her sweet smile baby
don't think of me
when she lays in your warm arms
don't think of me

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

·-. what doesnt
.-·' kill yOu
'·-. onLy makez
.-·' you wanna
'·-. die x|3

it hurts so bad to be alone
& know that he isn`t

i wanna PUSH YOU into oncoming traffic
but then i realized that i`d kill myself
trying to - S A V E Y 0 U -

the only thing harder then WaLkiNg AwAy
is ( N0T ) looking back

it isnt that much fun... staring down a loaded gun....

they asked me what i saw in you,
my only answer was
{[E v E r Y t H i N g]}

&& shes gonna break soon...

i'll keep you my dirty little secret!

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